My Sister, a friend and I are renting a van and driving to England to get my stuff back.
Everything is sorted out for the weekend. I'm still scared about the drive, about driving myself because I've never driven a van before...
I'm worried about paying all that money back as well... I don't know how to do that yet but everything will fall into place somehow... I guess...
I'm excited about getting my stuff back finally. I will be able to read books I couldn't read for 2 years, watching pictures I haven't seen for that long too and listening to music I missed so much the past 2 years!
But I won't be able to relax until I will give the van back to the rental station and I don't have to worry about the deposit anymore...
I will finally be able to relax when I found a way to pay my loan off...
Another thing... People have asked either Chris or me about our wedding plans...
I wish I could tell you when it really is going to happen but due to all the problems recently we cannot afford the wedding in August unless a miracle is happening...
No clue when we can make it happen... It's breaking my heart that everything seems to fall apart...
I want to marry my love of my life as soon as possible and then as soon as possible move together with him. I miss him so much that I can't even find the words to describe it.
A long-distance relationship really isn't easy when you need someone to hold you in person... Or when your loved one does need a real hug...
Basically since I got back from the states in January I'm miserable... I try hard to hide it and to ignore it but unfortunately it is a fact...
Enough from me now...
I wish I could tell you when it really is going to happen but due to all the problems recently we cannot afford the wedding in August unless a miracle is happening...
No clue when we can make it happen... It's breaking my heart that everything seems to fall apart...
I want to marry my love of my life as soon as possible and then as soon as possible move together with him. I miss him so much that I can't even find the words to describe it.
A long-distance relationship really isn't easy when you need someone to hold you in person... Or when your loved one does need a real hug...
Basically since I got back from the states in January I'm miserable... I try hard to hide it and to ignore it but unfortunately it is a fact...
Enough from me now...
I'm sad since you left too, very sad. But I'm so glad you're getting your stuff back. Hopefully, this will make the eventual wedding stuff easier, with this problem solved. We'll make it, sweetie!
ReplyDeleteThank you Hase! You are right... Now that my england-problem is about to get solved and your moving problem is too we might be able to finally find a way...
ReplyDeleteI Love you Hase, with all my heart and soul!!!